yeah, i miss having sex with someone i love and sleeping next to the only person that ever meant anything to me. but i don’t miss laying awake at night wondering what i meant to you, or why you couldn’t feel anything back for me. or crying over and over again because i never felt good enough for you. so now i think its better to be alone than to be with someone who doesn’t wanna be there with you.
goddamnit i still miss kevin